I remember the first time: “It’s probably just one more flu … The climate change hurt me and that’s why I’m irritated.” When I felt a little fever, something inside me told me that it was not just any disease, after a test it was confirmed that he had tested positive for covid-19.
The feeling was strange; personally I experienced a bit of negativity and refused to believe that I had the disease that was taking the lives of millions of people around the world.
Not much to say, the days and nights get slow. Eating alone in the room, having dinner, being away from the family, gives a little anxiety, however, “You had to make him want to” that was the only thing that could be done.
Eternally I will be grateful to my parents who were with me, messages morning and night to know if I needed anything, always pending the time of the medicine and that everything was fine.
At home with medicines, vitamins and eager not to lose the battle, I was able to defeat covid-19. In jIn late 2020 I was happy with the news, no body aches, no fever, goodbye to the hateful cough and shortness of breath.
As a movie, there was a second part
All excellent “you are already immune”, “I already got covid, the vaccine is just missing”.
The “stay at home” is excellent when you have the resources to go months without an income, however, not all of us live that privilege, so it was time to go out and ‘work’.
Messages and messages saying that “everything will be fine” and some more “How did it happen?”, “Is it possible that it will give you again?”
That’s right, one day I woke up with terrible body pain, torso pain and the fever returned, just a year after overcoming it, June 2021, the coronavirus re-enters my life.
I spent a couple of days believing that the test was wrong, so I had to check it a second time, but in effect, it had tested positive a second time; once again it was time to be locked up.
Going through anguish, anxiety, hair loss and breathing became heavier and heavier. The nights became longer, the longer I spent on my stomach nothing works, you ask the universe not to fall into the hospital so you prefer to suffer in silence.
After three weeks and a little recovery, I took two more tests and the blessed negative result. Now we only had to wait for the vaccination date for young people to arrive after the estimated time after passing the disease.
I remember that when the registry was opened to receive the covid vaccine I quickly entered my data so as not to have problems with receiving it, we had to wait a few more weeks for the official date for Tampico to be announced.
Doubts, anxiety, pain from the needle stick and fear of the reaction he had in mind. “I am over the worst of having the disease, so one day with a fever, he can’t do anything to me” I thought, luckily I was accompanied by a friend during the first dose and everything went excellent, I felt relieved and only with a little pain in my arm.
This Friday, November 19, I received my second dose, I was still accompanied but in the line of cars my mind remembered all the nights I spent lying in bed, so many messages that I received, so many times that I thought about saying goodbye and stop fighting. It is very difficult to land the idea, I still do not measure how lucky I got to be.
Today I am protected with the two doses and although I know that this is not a guarantee, I hope I will not go through this disease again.
Full text: Johan Kalet
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