“We already knew then: this is not going to go well. Then when you are told that Dinant will not survive, the ground sinks under your feet. A part of you dies. The hardest part is not being able to say goodbye to your own child. All you want at that moment is to go home. Away from this horrible place. A first night when you can’t sleep. Feeling that there is a stone on your heart, asking yourself: what is your life worth in this way?’
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