(CNN) – Since Vanessa Bryant broke her silence about the tragic death of Kobe and Gianna, she has regularly published touching tributes for her husband and daughter on Instagram. Bryant has maintained a strong front, helping fans be up to date on the removal of Gianna’s shirt and the upcoming commemorative event.
But, in her most recent publication, she demolishes the walls and admits that she is struggling to process the sudden loss of her husband and daughter.
“I have been reluctant to express my feelings in words,” Bryant wrote. “My brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone. I can’t process both at the same time. It’s like I’m trying to process that Kobe is gone, but my body refuses to accept that my Gigi will never come back to me, ”he continued.
“Why should I be able to wake up a new day when my baby can’t have that opportunity ?! I am so angry. She had so much to live. Then I realize that I need to be strong and be here for my 3 daughters, ”Bryant added.
Kobe and his daughter Gianna, 13, died on January 26 after the helicopter they were traveling in crashed in southern California. Seven other people, including Gianna’s teammates, also died.
Vanessa Bryant also mentioned the families of the other victims in her post and said she hoped her words could be a small consolation to others.
“I just wanted to share this in case there is someone who has experienced a loss like this,” Bryant explained.
“I pray for all the victims of this horrible tragedy. Please continue to pray for everyone, ”Bryant concluded.
The memorial service for Kobe and Gianna will be held on February 24 at the Staples Center in Los Angeles.
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