Everyone has their own unknown territory. The unknown areas outside the maximum area of one’s knowledge are people, space, imagination, pain, problems, and among them, I had the fortunate experience of opening the fifth unknown area in the area of thoughts.
Over the past 14 years, I have had the experience of opening an unknown door in the realm of four thoughts. The unknown area was beyond my ability to do anything, but it was an area that I couldn’t even fathom.
Uncharted territory opened up for me when I solved the most stressful problems I could. It was a question and situation that had to be resolved, as the country was at the center of the world to the extent that it was considered like life.
When I think back to the first time I entered an unknown territory, I asked a sincere question for the first time, and at some point, the questions kept coming back and forth, and even when I slept and when I woke up, I found the answer on my own after a series of experiences. It was a moment. The moment I found the answer, it was an amazing experience as the countless questions I had been asking were all connected as one organism.
Opening into the second unknown territory was also an amazing experience. One night, I was trying to sleep deeply when I accidentally quit smoking without withdrawal symptoms and was looking for the reason, but couldn’t find the reason at all. At 1:30 in the morning, the answer suddenly appeared in my brain, and all the information I had known so far was combined into one answer, and at the end, there was only one answer left, and my mind was empty.
The third unknown area was more unusual. When I find the answer, the answer unfolds before my eyes, or at the right time, the answer comes out in a song, and sometimes it appears in the news. After experiencing this for over a year, I experienced the strange experience that reality is fantasy and that fantasy can be experienced in reality as well. Instead, my body was truly ruined due to guanwasa, tinnitus, panic, schizophrenia, and diabetes. It was an experience that I couldn’t handle.
The fourth unknown area was an experience where all the puzzles were perfectly designed, as if everything I had experienced so far had been decided. At that moment, all moments stopped and all meanings completed the puzzle in one direction. It was truly an experience where it would be right to say that everything was perfect.
While opening up the fourth unknown territory in this way, I became a person who placed my center on questions, firmly believing that questions come out and that I am a question. I firmly believe that there is nothing that cannot be solved by asking questions, and I spent the next 14 years constantly setting standards, establishing concepts, approaching them, breaking them, and rebuilding them in my own way every day.
And the fifth unknown area, which was thought to be no more, or rather was only a question of whether there would be a future after that, was opened, and as expected, it only existed as a completely unknown area.
The fifth unknown area was an experience that completely overturned the four experiences I had experienced so far. He was a question fanatic and only had questions, so on the contrary, he made me not ask questions, and beyond not asking questions, he put me in a state of suspended animation.
This is because, for me personally, my mental problems were resolved by asking questions, but my physical condition, including diabetes, still worsened. However, this problem became more serious when I became a father. Every day, parenting, my questions, work, and various social activities further improved my health. So I felt like I was going to die soon, with no place to retreat to. No, it seemed certain that something would happen within a week. At that moment, with the last of my strength, I asked myself a question, and as a result, I clearly knew and immediately acknowledged that I had not given myself any chance to recover.
My hypothesis was this: Assuming that a person can use a maximum of 10 nerves, I could see that I was already using more than 10. It’s natural to stop working and rest when you’re not paying attention, but I thought that my questions were me, so whenever I got the chance, I thought about asking questions as if it were a game. So, even when I was sleeping, I thought that dreams were also learning, so I kept asking questions even in my dreams, and it was all about questions. I was proud of myself, so rather than letting go, I was only focusing on growing more… In the end, when I came to the conclusion that I couldn’t solve my diabetes and my health by asking questions… the fifth unknown area was opened.
In the end, completely letting go of consciousness means that the unconscious naturally heals and recharges the body, and the circulatory cycle flows like water as nature flows, but I was strongly interfering with this through my consciousness… After reaching the conclusion, I let go of all the questions I had been asking frantically for 14 years in order to allow my body to recover. And I was conscious of leaving my consciousness as close to the state of suspended animation as possible. And by being conscious of being conscious, I was conscious of not being conscious.
Then something surprising happened. I had the experience of improving my body and stamina significantly. It was an immediate change that made me feel relaxed both physically and mentally after only 4 hours of sleep, as I was tired even after sleeping more than 7 hours in just one day.
This experience of being able to experience with your whole body that there are areas that can be solved by filling them with questions and that there are areas that can be solved by completely emptying yourself rather than asking questions… This experience engraved in my whole body once again the feeling that life is wonderful and beautiful.
I will embrace the fifth unknown territory with all my heart.
2024-04-11 13:58:03
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