The actress has intensively searched for information about what happens to the human soul after death. “I believe in reincarnation, and it helps me to live on, accept this fact and understand how it probably had to happen, because nothing happens the same way. He also started communicating with me in a completely different way,” says Lelde.
The actress does not hide that initially she was tormented by thoughts that her father’s death might be her fault, her sister and mother also had the same thoughts. “I realized very quickly that none of us are to blame for this. All we can do is continue to live, I continue to do what dad always wanted me to do – play volleyball because dad played volleyball, be friendly with sister and mother, keep living.”
Lelde has a special story about how she said goodbye to her father: “I remember that I was sleeping at night – the bed was by the window – and I open my eyes and there is my father at the window. He is made of gold, he literally shines. I look at him, I it seemed like two seconds, and then he gradually moved away from me and disintegrated into countless lights and scattered all around.
I saw it and understood – dad came, he said goodbye, I also said goodbye to him,” recalls the actress.
Although six years have passed, Lelde still finds it difficult to talk about her loss. She tries to live on: “Of course, I think about him every day, I don’t cry every day anymore.”
It has already been announced that the circumstances of Lelde’s father’s death are still unclear.
2023-11-08 08:24:45
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