“Shut the eyes”. By Mauricio Vallejo Márquez – 2024-06-27 19:29:32

I do not bear in mind the final time I loved clearing my thoughts a lot, however it’s a stunning and liberating feeling. Merely letting myself fly, even when I used to be mounted in my chair or wherever; and disconnecting from existence, with out giving significance to what was taking place round me. I do not know. However now that I’ve achieved it earlier than penning this column, I really feel excellent, like that track by Hombres G, a lot in order that I’ve determined to write down about it.

I closed my eyes and have become conscious of what exists. The sound of the tires on the moist pavement of the streets, the toast of the cups and glasses within the kitchen storage room, the voices and their conversations carved within the wind. The gradual dragging of shadows on the ground and partitions till the second arrives when life has no significance and on the identical time it does. Leisure was imminent and on a regular basis life let me go for a second, in different phrases I felt free.

It is unimaginable how good it could really feel to flee, so unimaginable that I do not perceive why I do not do it extra usually, to go away the banal of life and dwell in eternity, dwell in that fantastic second when it does not matter for those who exist or not. No.

I bear in mind after I was in seventh grade after I began letting my thoughts wander (no less than I grew to become conscious of it, as a result of earlier than that I certain did it many instances). Courses bored me they usually did not enable us to go away the classroom or speak to our classmates, so my various was to disconnect and dwell one other actuality, make a film or think about issues. The probabilities had been countless. I got here to really feel that of being in different worlds, my very own and people of others, whereas Professor Ernesto Cabrera stuffed the blackboard with workouts. ]Days later my mom was summoned to inform her that I used to be doing that, that I used to be paying consideration and appeared attentive, however in actuality my thoughts was some other place.

Over time I carried out the identical train tons of of instances, till I received bored or let nervousness and cortisol take over me extra. I ended daydreaming and seeing life because the temporary second that hardly dissolves into the depths of infinity.

Nonetheless, right this moment, after I determined to get away from my cellular phone, individuals and computer systems, I used to be in a position to inhabit myself and relaxation. Relaxation similar to the Jesuits did after exhausting marathons of studying and finding out. So I briefly closed my eyes and let my thoughts wander into nonexistence, and after I opened my eyes I did not really feel the gall of constant to dwell.

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