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In the interview, Rachel says that her bucket was full. And in the bucket was ‘a lot of sadness’. “A lot of powerlessness. Having to fight a lot. Incomprehension.”
Rachel also had a difficult relationship with her son André at that time, which she says was ‘really broken’.
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Eventually Rachel ended up in such a deep valley that she saw no other way out. “I totally planned it. Wrote a suicide note.” The attempt she made failed.
Rachel has now sought help and is gradually recovering. What she had in 2017, she herself calls ‘being a little sick’. “After my illness I really started to appreciate the little things: a bird that whistles, the sun that shines. Of course, it used to be all prestige with a nice clock on your wrist and a nice bag. I’ll tell you: it’s interesting nothing more to me.”
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Two weeks ago, Rachel announced that she was very happy with her new boyfriend Klaas Otto. However, the romance turned out to be short-lived, because Klaas is now back with his ex. In the video below, mother Hazes tells how happy she is with Klaas.
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