After her father’s death, the young woman claims to have been bullied, turned to dopamine and began to self-harm.
The daughter of Michael Jackson, Paris Jackson (22), confessed that he had been fighting depression and anxiety for a long time. In a Facebook Watch series where she is the protagonist, she confessed when she started hurting herself and why.
After the death of her father in 2009, the actress went to live with her grandmother Katherine and her brothers Prince and Michael, her grandmother gave them a lot of freedom to eat what they wanted and to drink a lot of gas, something that they were not allowed when they were children. .
“I gained a lot of weight and (eating) became an addiction … and then a cousin called me fat, so I thought, ‘Okay, I can’t do that anymore.’ And this is how I fell into my own damage ” explained in the Facebook docuserie No filter: Paris Jackson and Gabriel Glenn
She was 11 years old when her dad passed away. In a short time she began to self-harm as a method to feel emotional release. “It cut and burned me. I never thought I would die from that, because I was always in control of the razor and knew how deep it was going. “
He also explained how he felt when he did it. “Dopamine is called a drug for a reason: it feels good. Things like food, sex, drugs, music, and exercise… There are many things that cause the release of dopamine. ”
And explained “Self-harm was one of them, tattoos were one of them. Then there was also a distraction from emotional pain and the transfer to physical pain and the need for control. ”
When she was 15 in 2013, she tried to commit suicide, she was the cover of many magazines due to an overdose of painkillers and cutting her wrist. But the singer in a chapter called “Trauma Partners” revealed that this was not her only attempt. “I tried to commit suicide many times. I couldn’t take it anymore “, said.
After that event, the young woman was admitted to a therapeutic center in Utah. “The problems I entered there were fixed, but I left them with many more problems than I entered”, he commented without giving further details.
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