Navigating Sobriety: Overcoming Hurdles and Anticipating Tests During Holidays and Everyday Life

If you’ve ever tried to deny or conceal the fact that you have a drinking problem, the title of this article may resonate with you on a deep level. “Could the floor please open up and swallow me?” is a common reaction for those who are struggling with addiction but don’t want to admit it – especially when confronted by someone who’s concerned about their health and well-being. But whether you call yourself an alcoholic or not, the reality is that alcohol abuse can have severe consequences for your life and the people around you. In this article, we’ll explore the complexities of addiction and what it means to face your demons head-on.


I had a great holiday and am glad I went despite the challenge of not drinking for three weeks. It was a hurdle I didn’t know if I was ready for, but I proved to myself that I could do it. This accomplishment doesn’t mean I can be complacent, but it does give me hope that I can do it again in future travels. The anticipation leading up to a holiday is just as enjoyable for me as the holiday itself. However, in the past, I feared relapsing and missing out on a drink while others enjoyed it. Since quitting drinking, I have to be on guard and aware of people assuming I want an alcoholic drink. I envy those who benefit from Alcoholics Anonymous, but I don’t shut it out either. Recently, I had an outburst with a friend due to unresolved grief, which made me want to drink. However, instead of giving in, I called an Alcoholics Anonymous number and an anonymous kindness on the other end made me feel better. I have alcohol in my house, but I don’t drink it. When offered a drink, I still feel uncomfortable saying, “I don’t drink,” because it feels like a statement. Family situations can be tough, especially when the argument repeats itself, and the voice in my head tells me that a drink will alleviate the stress. But I know deep down that drinking will not help, and I have to remain vigilant in my sobriety.


In conclusion, acknowledging and accepting that one has a problem with alcohol can be a daunting prospect. However, it is important to remember that seeking help is not a sign of weakness, but rather a courageous step towards recovery. Even if one does not identify as an alcoholic, the negative effects of alcohol misuse can still be damaging. By opening up to oneself and others, one can begin to feel empowered and take control of their relationship with alcohol. So, let us raise a glass to honesty, vulnerability, and the journey towards a healthier life. And if the floor does ever open up, remember that there is always a way back up.