Cheslie Kryst, Miss USA 2019, committed suicide in New York City.
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Former Miss USA Cheslie Kryst, who committed suicide by jumping from a 29th floor apartment in New YorkI text her mom to say goodbye before she takes her own life.
In an episode of the Facebook show “Red Table Talk”, hosted by Will Smith’s wife, Jada Pinkett Smith; Their daughter, Willow, and the actress’s mother, Adrienne Banfield-Norris, the woman revealed Kryst’s latest communication.
In the shipment, the beauty queen recognizes April Simpkins, 53, the pain that she would be causing her.
“First, I’m sorry. By the time you get this I won’t be alive anymore. And it makes me feel much sadder to write this because I know it will hurt you more, ”Kryst, who was 30 years old at the time of his suicide, wrote to him.
The also lawyer sent the messages at a time when her mother was in an exercise class. It was due to the above that the parent read the notice an hour later.
Kryst knew her mom would be busy when she texted her.
“I love you mother, and you are my best friend, and the person I have lived for for years. I wish I could stay with you, but I can no longer bear the crushing weight of lingering sadness, hopelessness, and loneliness,” she continued.
“I have never told you these feelings, because I never wanted you to worry, and because I hoped they would eventually change, but now I know they never will. They follow me in every achievement, success, family reunion, dinner with friends, “said the African American.
“I cry almost every day now, like I’m grieving. I have wished for death for years. And I know that you would have liked to know and help, but I did not want to share this weight with anyone, “she was honest.
“Despite that, sincerely thank you for being there for me in some of my lonely moments without me telling you that I needed you,” he added.
“You have kept me alive and ready to face another day, because you answered every call and you are there for me in the blink of an eye. You listen to me and you care when I talk to you about what is going on in my life and you always make me feel that you love me, ”she highlighted.
“I love you more than any other person I know. You have not done anything wrong, you have done everything well”, concludes she, who was the correspondent of the program “Extra”.
The model suffered from depression since she was 20 years old, and had previously tried to take her own life.
Kryst had spoken publicly about her battle, including on International Mental Health Day 2019, sharing a post on Facebook urging her followers to seek therapy if necessary.
“The most important thing I did was talk to a counselor. It is very easy to talk to her. She gave me great strategies, especially if I am sad or happy or if she has a busy month ahead of me, ”she declared at the time.
Kryst jumped off the 29th floor of a building in Midtown, Manhattanon January 22 last.
If you are suffering from anxiety, depression or have suicidal thoughts You can contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 or you can visit SuicidePreventionLifeline.org.
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