Silence comes and roars inside of me
It has never been so difficult to be who I am
Thoughts of the night, so dark and pure
They break out and catch up with me
Hass
Up to the blood
To be close to the world again
Up to the blood
To forgive myself for once
A feeling of isolation
A consuming nothing that resides in me
And the cold inside me, it stays at some point
Because I can’t take off the Schmеrz
Up to the blood …
Up to the blood
To be close to the world again
Up to the blood
To forgive myself for once
I am made of fire and hatred of people
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