If you go back in time, no one will not know the song. Trust me Of young singers Lanna Cummins Which disappeared from the entertainment industry for a long time, last (18 February) referred to the first time After deciding to leave the entertainment industry for more than 10 years and hit back the Bullies Through the talk show on Channel One31, which was hosted by Dai Diana and Top Daraneenuch, revealing the symptoms of depression for 10 years that had made him think of suicide several times.
At that time no one didn’t know the song. Why did you leave the industry?
Lanna: Asked if I intend to leave the industry, it is not, but it reaches the point that when the work is less, we decide to go back to home. Because in our hearts we think that we want to go back and fill something.
But it is rumored that Nong Lanna left the industry because of obesity. How much weight when making an album?
Lanna: At that time, about 75, the longest weight at the age of 16, at that time, about 62, but left the industry because of obesity? Is it really not anyway, wake up and be fat, it is not With the duration, it keeps increasing. From the industry because of obesity? It is not.
So what is the real reason we leave the industry?
Lanna: Because at that time, she was alone in Bangkok and had to work alone, and it gradually accumulated a lot of stress, so when it was stressful, it was better to go home.
What is the most stressful thing about being alone in Bangkok?
Lanna: I was lonely. At that time I was in a condo. Is that it does not talk to anyone
How long have we been on our own?
Lanna: It’s 3-5 years.
When we were alone for many years What can make us lonely?
Lanna: I don’t know why. Better return to be with mom Some jobs have been denied. Because it has to find new inspiration.
Feeling lonely, feeling sad and depressed?
Lanna: Yes, at that time we didn’t know it was depression. Haven’t found a doctor yet And we don’t think it will. Refused to accept the truth for a while When it happened, the first event, the second event, had already been at the temple. It does not improve
Where do you spend most of your life?
Lanna: Stay at home in the room when returning from Bangkok. Be a suspicious person Is that people come in, we do not know whether he will take matters into us to speak or he is sincere or anything, it causes suspicion, so it is alone
The depression that arises is so much that it hurts itself?
Lanna: Yes, I had considered suicide. That is, I really want to die. I will leave everything 2 times. The first time may be due to heartbreak. Sudden mood But the second time the words of people close to us hit us.
How many times are there in total?
Lanna: 3. But the third time I didn’t want to die. I just want the sounds in my head to be silent.
At this point, you can say it with a smile?
Lanna: Because it’s something that we didn’t choose to be. Is that this illness is not a single pill and will be cured What chemistry is not balanced It is an illness that requires serious treatment, requires medication, a doctor’s visit, and most importantly, those around you. If Na had no family, no brothers, no lovely friends to be by my side. The field would not have passed.
If you look back, can you analyze it as something that affects us? Or is it caused by us?
Lanna: In Na life, what happened? Na will always blame herself. Is because we do It is because we have no value. But it is a point of view that it is not. Everything, the world does not revolve around us. The last time Na attempted suicide was last year. Which at that time had a fight with his girlfriend As I said, it had a lot of sound in his head. Tell us to do some stuff and do this, so we want it to be quiet. And the only way to keep it quiet Is to hurt oneself
The third time we use it as a method?
Lanna: Brother took him to see a doctor. My brother said that this condition is not already. Because your ex-girlfriend is sick. So you have some experience. So I said that I have to go to the doctor, so I go to see a doctor, that is, it is not a cure for a while and then disappeared, that is, you may have to take the medicine until death, it’s okay. Really, we are not wrong. Just that we are sick When taking medicine to take it, it makes the chemistry balance. The mood doesn’t swing
Do you still have this idea right now?
Lanna: Right now, I don’t want to die. Haven’t wanted to die for a long time But it is a symptom to manage your own emotions. Now, I have to take care of the emotional state, how it peaks, how to get it down. Must have people around to help
Is there a way we can walk to clear with the family?
Lanna: It was very important. The first time I hurt myself. Or attempted suicide, the mother did not understand, people that era may not know about this disease He couldn’t handle it. In the last round, the elder who is close to each other, he explained to his mother what happened. Mom asked what to do Mother wanted to help. The field will tell mom, today the child has down a lot. You are so bad today, Mother will come over and come in and hug. And told me that it’s alright, child Wait, it’s fine And everything changed Not just mom Now we have a brother And then have friends who are true friends A friend who really loves us waits with us.
When we down, we hug our mother, what is that feeling?
Lanna: Safe, he understands us, we don’t have to suppress it. You don’t have to come in like it’s okay, but we really are.
What do you want to say to someone who has a voice in our head like we used to be?
Lanna: Who might have something in common that you are not alone? There are many people who are the same. Then everything must get better I wish you love yourself
Is there anything you want to say to your mother, brother, family member?
Lanna: I don’t know how to thank you. Thank you for being there And then make love
Is there anything I want to say to everyone who says that sharing like this is okay?
Lanna: Really, coming out on the show and crying is really not fun. It just wants people who are facing similar things to know that they are not alone. And want people who do not know themselves to get to know more In order to help other people close to you Would like to share in case it is useful to others, some more or less
How is love?
Lanna: Right now my heart seems busy. Only cats
Have you ever had a girlfriend before?
Lanna: There was and then quit. Most of the quits are not compatible. Recent people think that our depression may play a role in making him think he can’t handle it.
Does it change our view of love?
Lanna: Asking if I’m scared, I’m not scared. Because love is a beautiful thing
What kind of specification are we?
Lanna: He must be the one who talked to us. Most importantly, it is more compatible. So can we live in each other’s world perfectly?
Have you ever had fans as artists?
Lanna: Yes, they get along well, but in the end, we can’t go together. Because family Is nurturing us differently So there was a misunderstanding. So it cannot go together.
Now confirm that we are open?
Lanna: Yes, we are a constant person, we will not take the past experience. Come look at bad love.
You can follow the previous talk shows on Youtube Channel: Orange Mama.
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