I 2018 performed singer Jessie J (33) in London, during a concert that was to turn out to be a bit out of the ordinary. From the stage she came with a very private revelation.
– Four years ago I was told that I can not have children. It’s OK, I’m going to have children, trust me. When my doctor told me, my reaction was, “Oh hell nooooooo,” she said from the stage, according to AND! News.
Now, three years later, the artist is sharing another heartbreaking news. She managed to get pregnant, but her happiness was short-lived.
Now she opens up about the miscarriage she recently underwent.
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Grief process
The 33-year-old shared a very honest post on Instagram this week, where it is revealed that she had decided to “have children on her own”. On the third ultrasound, however, she was told that there was no longer a heartbeat to be found.
“Yesterday morning I laughed with a friend and said ‘Should I seriously play a show tomorrow without telling the audience that I’m pregnant.” Yesterday afternoon, I dreaded getting through the concert without breaking down “, she writes to a picture of her holding up a positive pregnancy test.
“This morning I feel like I have zero control over my emotions. I may change others to publish this. Or maybe not. I actually do not know”.
The artist further writes that she knows very well that she has to go through a mourning process, but that holding a concert would probably help her in the process.
Jessie J, whose real name is Jessica Ellen Cornish, further explains that having a baby alone was all she had wanted, and that life is short.
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“Getting pregnant was a miracle in itself and an experience I will never forget, and which I will never get again. I’m still in shock, the sadness is overwhelming. But I know I’m strong, and I know it will go well “, she writes further to the post.
The 33-year-old writes in conclusion that she was looking forward to holding the concert in Los Angeles, despite the heavy message.