10 years ago, when Zhanna Bergendorf stomped on music, her voice swept like a hurricane and gathered the love of millions in Bulgaria. But that decade of big singing, partying, drugs, violence and arrests turned her career into a roller coaster.
Even her spectacular voice and her success could not hide that she lived through the fiery hell of drugs and violence. And from being loved, she became hated. Then she Jeanne retired from music for two years. Not by her will.
“It was too much for me to deal with the fame, with the attacks. It made me feel lonely and I wanted to punish myself. I don’t think the artist punished me. Rather, I think I myself, as a person, tried to punish the artist Zhanna,” he shared.
“People don’t know how much it hurts to be in my shoes. And to put yourself in the shoes of every other artist who has been attacked and condemned in this way. Besides the pain, perhaps, I’ve learned many things. Because then you realize what not you should be for others,” says Zhanna.
Many people, she explained, were interested in making her the “bad girl.” “Being a rebel in our circles is not welcome. You are a product and it must work according to a mechanism. I don’t live like this. When you step out of frame, you are no longer welcome,” she points out emphatically.
“Drugs became more than friends to me. I was finding a vent. When I was banned from singing, my soul screamed. I was banned because I had to. Because that was the deal. And because people like to hurt,” he revealed.
“Drugs didn’t replace anything. They just destroyed. I couldn’t understand it at the time. I won’t allow such unpleasant emotional events to happen to me again. During that time I understood that you have no right to kill yourself because of other people’s mistakes “, explains the singer.
The worst thing about her was that she was ignored, that she wasn’t allowed to sing. “Being insulted on the street, being attacked. I’ve had moments like that. This is taken destructively. The worst thing is that you yourself don’t know what to do because you are alone,” she said.
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