“I dreamed, I lived in the hope that we would drive out, and everything would be as before. But now I live in a nightmare. All the sins were blamed on me and my closest friend, the producer… There are a lot of “not very good” people who enjoy kicking a lying person. Finish off. Gloat! Where they can’t beat me, they beat my girlfriend, supposedly it’s her fault that she couldn’t convey to everyone that I won’t shoot, the director said. – But I have an extract from the hospital, 12 hours before the motor, where it says that the body’s capabilities have been exhausted, and they stop treatment. Now we are at home! We’re trying to live somehow.”