Galicia
I imagine Pedro Castillo, just before the coup attempt, consumed with anguish, up the aisle, down the aisle, wondering, “Should I do this or not?”, about to gamble with a coin toss . Sometimes doubts and insecurity lead to an inner fire that devastates everything, including common sense. Doubting whether or not to do something is part of the daily tidal waves that affect anyone. I was in bed for a week, with a fever of 100, before signing the mortgage on the apartment, because I really wasn’t sure whether to buy or not. I got tired of the doubts, and finally signed up not to sit still, not to say to myself one day “Why didn’t I do this?” It is very sad to regret not doing things. Of course, it is also extremely painful, or monstrous, to doubt whether or not to launch a coup. I suppose that, in the minutes before the pass, you are no longer standing. You missed. You lack an emotional and rational perspective from which to analyze the decision. Everything is confused, which makes you doubt even more. “Come on, I’ll do it. Come on”, Castillo must have said to himself, who surely had already wondered after a few minutes: “What the hell have I done?”