Vera Camilla (32) shares sad news on Instagram about her miscarriage: ‘I’m so sorry…’

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“Don’t kick your feet and hands any more. Without a beating heart,” are the first words under the emotional post. “Two more days and I’d be 12 weeks pregnant. We just took the first belly photo and already told a lot of people about it. A few days earlier you were still pushing and shaking. You could not be measured correctly, so you would have to look again later. And then suddenly you were silent. “

Guilt and shame

Vera goes on to explain how her body still thinks she is pregnant at that time, but she repeats over and over in her head that it is no longer true. “I’m still nauseous and still can’t see a drop of blood in my underwear. I am ashamed. Feeling guilty. What did I do wrong? Didn’t I take good care of you?”

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There is no desire to have children

In 2021, Vera divided into a amazing Instagram post that she and her husband Jeffrey did not want to have children. At the time they felt there was no place for him. “But that place finally appeared,” the content creator continues under her post. “I felt good, I felt love and not fear. The sun was shining brightly. Child laughing.” In her recently published book ‘It’s in your head’: she wrote about this topic before.

‘I’m broken’

The pregnancy turned out to be successful in one go. “Our gift, our happiness. I believed that I could do this, that I could trust myself. I would be good at this. We wondered what our baby would look like. They came up with names and bought clothes and slippers with Miffy on them. We watched the video of the legends several times, we couldn’t get enough of it. Now I’m broke. And Jeffrey too. I can’t believe it and I’m so sorry,” Vera Camilla concluded her sad post.

Amidst the intense news, support is pouring in. Vera responds to all warm messages with an Instagram story: “We take the time to understand everything process and induce miscarriage.”

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