/Поглед.инфо/
I searched for a long time what was my fault
and I wondered where I had gone wrong.
I was generous, kind and forgiving.
I was a support, a smile and a verse.
I was patiently waiting for you at the door.
You were going somewhere alone.
Problems again. The boring job.
Your world that I don’t need to know about.
I persisted and looked for a gap.
I offered you security, a home…
I was waiting outside for you to knock
and find shelter with me.
I just wanted to hear your laugh
to be caressed by two gentle hands
and when I snuggle up next to you
to feel, I have wings.
To keep me warm, protect and guard me.
Be my beacon in the dark.
Reach out your hands to me.
To be fire. And bread. And an altar.
I didn’t want love vows.
I just wanted you to be happy.
And, warmed by my love,
to be proud, to be strong and alive.
I searched for a long time what was my fault
and why did you leave me
You received a gift unexpectedly-
undeserved and therefore worthless.
#searched #long #time #fault
