Within the final part of Geuze & Gorges Kaj talks to Monica Geuze concerning the new father’s troublesome nights. Additionally they discuss the truth that such a baby wants a standard manner. One thing that Kaj has to vary quite a bit. “He goes to mattress at seven o’clock and never lengthy after that you simply go too, as a result of it’s a must to exit 4 extra occasions throughout the evening.”
A child naturally wants a number of consideration, modifications, relaxation, cleanliness and consistency. “However I’ve by no means lived like that,” mentioned Kaj. “I am actually combating myself proper now. I am combating myself.”
Kaj describes the ‘brief circuit’ in his head that he typically experiences when Xavier, as his son Jessie Jazz Vuijk is known as, wakes up at evening and the ‘crying begins’. “Then I’ve to maintain myself very, very calm. After which now and again you get punched within the mouth, as a result of it turns and it strikes.” The presenter describes the ideas that undergo his head in the meanwhile: “Why, why did I need a youngster, I feel. I am mendacity right here in mattress, for the third evening I can hardly sleep. That is the one factor you suppose. You do not say that out loud.”
To suppose that he’s then very a lot in charge for it. “Then I feel: why did I feel that? Assume he felt that within the vitality or one thing. Then I am going fully in my head: no, I should not to suppose that once more. What a nasty father I’m. Why does such a thought even cross your thoughts? That actually makes me really feel responsible.”
The presenter learns classes from his father. Xavier teaches him to look ‘within the mirror’. “To type of stand again and settle down. To plan issues much more as an alternative of simply letting every part take its course. (…) Abruptly you develop into very conscious of your individual conduct on in entrance of him.”
Kaj beforehand spoke about these damaged nights:
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