We deliver the full letter written by her mother, Ms. Jeon, to Ms. Park Seon-bin, who lost her life in a serious disaster at SPL. The letter was sent on October 15, the anniversary of Sunbin’s death, through the ‘Letter to Heaven mailbox’ at a memorial park in Cheonan where Sunbin’s remains are located. My daughter Sunbin, my beloved better half! It will be a year in just a few days since her daughter left us. A day that cannot and should not be forgotten for the rest of our lives. October 15, 2022, 6:20 am. Before that, our circumstances were a bit difficult and we had some minor family circumstances that others didn’t know about, and we spent our daily lives comforting ourselves with the thought that it was normal for everyone to live like that. But one day, out of the blue, something happened… … Even now, the memories of that day are so vivid… … She receives a phone call saying something incredulous, but “Hye-yeon is your mother, right?” I can’t believe the absurd statement, “I think you need to come to the office quickly due to a personnel incident.” But you received a phone call early in the morning, hurriedly woke up your younger brother, took a taxi, and went to the SPL where you used to go. Not knowing what happened, you felt anxious, nervous, sad, etc. All the ominous emotions came rushing in at once, so I couldn’t even tell the driver my destination properly. The place where I took you to work a few times. When we arrived at the company, the police officers and employees were hurriedly trying to take my mother and younger brother to the scene. One police officer said, “The accident scene is too cruel to go in,” so my mother could only sit down in the security room and cry. Like a fool… Even if I insisted, I should have gone to the site in person… That way, Sunbin can understand how difficult conditions you had to work under, why she had to go through a personnel accident, and she should have said her final goodbyes. Even now, it only makes me think that my mother was so foolish and irresponsible for accepting that situation as it was. No one could have imagined that an accident like this would happen. We thought it was just someone else’s story that we only saw in the media, but it became reality to us. Sunbin, your accident was predicted. It was only after the accident that I found out that it was a company with a lot of problems, and this foolish mother made a huge and ridiculous mistake by believing that she was a large company and even congratulating her on your joining the company. But why did you have to become the victim? Her pain and sadness are making it harder for her mother because she can’t find the answer. If the reward for working so hard is death, who would want to work and risk death? So, I think this may be the reason young people these days don’t do hard work. Not long ago, the same accident happened again at the same affiliate. After 10 months. At the time of your accident, the SPC chairman decided to invest 100 billion won in safety management under the pretext of a public apology, but accidents are repeated again… When I was interviewed by a reporter from the Hankyoreh on the last day my mother let you go, she said, “I hope this is the last time for my daughter,” but I don’t know how she can only do that. The world has become one where it is difficult to even trust oneself, who to trust and what judgment to make. I wonder if it can be solved. ‘Seonbin! ‘I’m so sorry, thankful, and love you for leaving us so suddenly after going through so much hardship as a mother’s daughter.’ You should have at least said something… … I am left with so much resentment. Also, how scary and painful was it alone at the time of the accident? I couldn’t understand why I had to take on such difficult tasks alone, and it made me think of the things you used to say. ‘The ladies I work with only order for themselves… ‘ Just because you’re young doesn’t mean it’s not hard, but I respect you so much for persevering through it and working, but I also feel sorry for you. Even though I told him dozens of times that it was hard, and even though I told him to quit several times… The mother becomes guilty once again for not being able to force her to quit more forcefully. My daughter Hyeyeon, the prettiest girl in the world! Her mother was so happy that you were born, it was her joy itself. When she was young, she was the kind of person who washed away the hardships with her cuteness, was the driving force of her mother’s life, had a variety of expressions, and laughed a lot. She was the prettiest daughter in the world. As I grew up, I helped her family a lot and things were gradually getting better. I would tell her mom about my worries, go shopping with her, and go to the market together. Every time she did that, people would envy her, saying they were like sisters. I was like that… … My mom also thought this way. She said that if she hadn’t changed her name… What if she hadn’t done it… etc… She kept adding meaning to what if. That’s how hard it is to accept reality. Because we can say that we are true friends rather than mother and daughter, even when we were friendly and when we fought. How can I live my daily life comfortably when my precious other half, who was with me through everything, is gone. Surviving day after day with the feeling that every action I make is a sin against my daughter Sunbin is pain itself. Everyone says it gets better with time, but on the contrary, it gets more and more difficult as time goes by. I want to see more. I still desperately want to believe it’s a dream. daughter!! After spending 24 years together, I feel once again how big the empty space is for you. These are albums from my childhood that I haven’t even put together (a whopping 4 large ones), pictures you made with great skill, and traces of you are all over the place, but you, my daughter, are not here. I feel like it will come back someday, so I can’t throw it away or get rid of it. Without these, I feel like all the memories I had with you will disappear. I want to keep her mother by my side as long as she lives. My beloved daughter Sunbin!! I was so thankful for being born as my mother’s daughter, I was sorry for not being able to give her as much love, I was even more sorry for not being able to raise her in a good environment and making her live in despair, and I was most sorry for making you feel guilty for not being able to show me a happy side. But I was so thankful that I did my best to live brightly and courageously. If Seonbin were with us now, she would have lived a happier life… Since you are always in Mommy’s heart, Sunbin should just play in a comfortable place, do the things you like, and live happily while waiting for the day when you can meet her mother. I miss you so much, I love you so much, and I’m so, so sorry. Goodbye until the day we meet!! -A mother who loves her daughter Sunbin (Hye-yeon) the most in the world-
2023-10-15 20:00:18
#Death #sucked #SPC #machine #year #hoped #daughter #Sunbin
