He thought about letting himself die
He confessed that, in the midst of his process to fight this disease, he thought about dying because he felt he couldn’t take it anymore, I was tired. “To be honest, I had frightening moments of panic attacks and ask my mother and my partner who accompanied me and took care of a lot, I asked them not to be selfish and to let me die because I was having a very bad time”.
His partner at the time was Venezuelan actor Ernesto Calzadilla, who was in the whole process with her until, In 2016, he decided to separate from the Argentine actress, Going from hero to villain in a matter of seconds after a video that she published, where she said that he left her in a complex moment because she was traveling to Argentina to undergo treatment for some new balls that had appeared in her breast.
About that moment he expressed: “He needed to let go and get rid of that, he couldn’t take it anymore, it must have been a lot for him, I begin to let go and heal. I was holding on to that relationship and it wasn’t right, she was clinging because she is very vulnerable and I was holding on to that thing that kept me alive, love.”
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Lorena Meritano planned to have a child with Calzadilla
The actress commented that she was pregnant in the year 2000 with her then-partnerbut it was a ectopic pregnancy and ended up losing her baby.
“Today I can recognize it, it gives me a lot of peace and tranquility to understand that the God’s plan is perfect and that I didn’t have to be a mother“, I note.
She emphasized that it was a lesson for her “although it is very painful, having had a baby and having lost it, having had an in vitro process and having cancer is terriblebut that’s how it had to be and that’s how I had to live it”.
With these words, she confirmed that she was trying to get pregnant with her husband Calzadilla, but she was diagnosed with cancer.
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