Sinead O’Connor said goodbye to her son. She confessed what she gave him in the coffin

Sinead O’Connor announced on January 8 that her son Shane committed suicide. “My beautiful son, Nevi’im Nesta Ali Shane O’Connor, the light of my life, decided today to end his earthly struggle and is now with God “- she wrote O’Connor. “My child. I love you so much. Please be at peace,” she added.

Also on Twitter, Sinead later dedicated a song to Shane Bob Marley, describing his son as “blue-eyed child” and “the light of my life”.

“This is for my Shane. The lights of my life. The lamps of my soul. My blue-eyed child. You will always be my light. We will always be together. No boundary can separate us,” she wrote. Garda had launched an appeal 2 days earlier for help in finding the whereabouts of Shane O’Connor, who went missing in Tallaght on Thursday.

After a series of disturbing entries that eventually disappeared from her account, the singer was hospitalized. It is very difficult for her to cope with the loss of her beloved son. O’Connor blamed herself for his suicide death in tweets removed and announced that she “wanted to follow him”. She also informed that “her life no longer makes sense”.

“I have decided to follow my son. It makes no sense to live without him. I ruin everything I touch. I stayed here just for him. And now he is gone. I have destroyed my family. My kids don’t want to know me. I’m shit. ** a person. And you all think I’m great just because I can sing. I’m not “- read her post on Twitter.

However, the singer, assisted by the police, was taken to the hospital, where she tried to rebuild her mental health. “Sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I’m with the cops on my way to the hospital now. Sorry to upset everyone. I’m lost without my baby and I hate myself. The hospital will help for a while. But I’ll find Shane. It’s just a delay.” she stated in an entry that also disappeared from her social media.

Now the singer announced that together with the father of the child, Donalem Lunnym, they said goodbye to Shane. Only his parents took part in a private Hindu ceremony as he wished. The singer confessed that she put a few packs of cigarettes into her son’s coffin, “if there were no more in heaven.” She expressed the hope that her son would like such a gift.

The teenager was in the ward of a private hospital in Tillaght, where he ended up after two suicide attempts and was to be looked after 24 hours a day. Sinead O’Connor has no doubt that it is the employees of this institution who are to blame for the death of the 17-year-old. “How was a traumatized 17-year-old, who was in Tallaght hospital due to suicide attempts, been able to go missing? The hospital obviously takes no responsibility. What happened to my son while he was in their care? There will be a lawsuit” – the star announced.

In subsequent entries, she cited more details about the case. A month before his death, Shane was taken to CAMHS (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services) after he disappeared and left notes detailing his funeral plan.

“They fired him. He told them he had no such plans. When an adult with him objected, he was told that ‘planning a funeral is no different than planning a wedding’. This was a CAMHS psychiatrist. Welcome to Ireland – where weddings go are funerals, and funerals are weddings “” – commented the singer.

O’Connor also said the 17-year-old had planned a suicide attempt beforehand. “Guess where my son learned how to make the loop he hanged himself on? He tried a week ago and when I asked him he said he learned on the computer at the Linndara KIDS Mental Hospital the time he was there. treated for psychosis “- she said.

Sinead has been married four times and has four children. 34-year-old Jake Reynoldswhose father is Donal Reynolds. Daughter Roisin (25) is the result of her relationship with a journalist John Waters. The youngest child of the singer is 15 years old Jeszua Francis Neil Bonadiowhich he shares with an American businessman Frank Bonadio. They separated in 2017, a year after his birth.

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